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  <title>write your own story, this is mine...</title>
  <subtitle>heidi</subtitle>
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    <title>life_elicit @ 2005-07-06T10:11:00</title>
    <published>2005-07-06T14:12:16Z</published>
    <updated>2005-07-06T14:12:16Z</updated>
    <content type="html">yes, i changed my username.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;this is the new one:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.livejournal.com/~senioritis_"&gt;http://www.livejournal.com/~senioritis_&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;thank you.</content>
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    <title>life_elicit @ 2005-07-05T23:04:00</title>
    <published>2005-07-06T03:04:34Z</published>
    <updated>2005-07-06T03:04:34Z</updated>
    <content type="html">www.livejournal.com/~senioritis_</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:life_elicit:54578</id>
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    <title>life_elicit @ 2005-07-05T12:03:00</title>
    <published>2005-07-05T16:07:02Z</published>
    <updated>2005-07-05T16:07:02Z</updated>
    <content type="html">me yesterday at work:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"excuse me ma'am, do you have the date?"&lt;br /&gt;"umm...the fourth of july?!"&lt;br /&gt;"oh yeah!!!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"how much are the koi's?"&lt;br /&gt;"$24.99"&lt;br /&gt;evan: "wait...you're selling those koi's for 25 bucks?!  those are the seven dollar ones!"&lt;br /&gt;"shit"&lt;br /&gt;evan: "don't tell me you already sold some..."&lt;br /&gt;"uhhhhh"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so, sunday night i had one of those "out of body" experiences except it was in a dream.  i basically saw myself laying down in the bed and then i proceded to have sex with myself.  yeahhhhhhhhhhh hahaha&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;then last night i had a dream that i married marco.  and it was SO realistic...i really thought it was happening.  and we were flying through the air after that.   yep.</content>
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    <id>urn:lj:livejournal.com:atom1:life_elicit:54284</id>
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    <title>life_elicit @ 2005-07-01T20:02:00</title>
    <published>2005-07-02T00:05:16Z</published>
    <updated>2005-07-02T00:05:16Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;b&gt;the best things in life--the short list&lt;/b&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;loving someone and being loved in return&lt;br /&gt;creating art that others think is beautiful&lt;br /&gt;laughing so hard that life's problems just kind of push themselves out of your head&lt;br /&gt;staying up all night talking to the person next to you&lt;br /&gt;being so close to the lead singer in a concert that you make eye contact with them&lt;br /&gt;and singing along to every word that comes out of their mouth&lt;br /&gt;swinging, kissing, and playing in the rain&lt;br /&gt;being picked up and carried--after childhood&lt;br /&gt;holding a newborn baby in your arms for an hour and just looking at them&lt;br /&gt;sinking to the bottom of a pool and watching your CO2 bubbles float to the surface&lt;br /&gt;camping out in the middle of a field and feeling like the only people on earth&lt;br /&gt;walking around naked&lt;br /&gt;orgasming&lt;br /&gt;waking up from a nightmare and realizing that it isn't true&lt;br /&gt;pinching yourself and realizing that you're not dreaming when it really feels like it&lt;br /&gt;waking up to the person you love already looking at you--watching you sleep&lt;br /&gt;revisiting friends that you hadn't seen for years&lt;br /&gt;learning a foreign language and being able to use it when others can't&lt;br /&gt;finding money in places where you didn't expect it to be&lt;br /&gt;snorkeling in crystal clear water&lt;br /&gt;finding a sea turtle by yourself and telling the story later&lt;br /&gt;experiencing a dog licking the tears off your face&lt;br /&gt;looking at yourself in the mirror and thinking that you're attractive&lt;br /&gt;donating money to a charity&lt;br /&gt;going 60--in a motorboat&lt;br /&gt;hearing your mother say that her cancer is gone&lt;br /&gt;speaking with your body to a horse&lt;br /&gt;finding your favorite flowers at home for your birthday--early&lt;br /&gt;comparing a young picture of yourself and your great grandma and seeing an uncanny resemblance&lt;br /&gt;welcoming someone into the family that has a different skin color than you&lt;br /&gt;having the house to yourself for at least 24 hours&lt;br /&gt;listening to music that makes you cry, moves you, or sings you to sleep&lt;br /&gt;creating music&lt;br /&gt;watching a relative grow up&lt;br /&gt;teaching someone something valuable&lt;br /&gt;hearing a baby say your name for the first time&lt;br /&gt;feeling wanted, needed, respected, or important&lt;br /&gt;meeting someone that is going through the same thing as you&lt;br /&gt;falling in love with your best friend...or becoming best friends with the one you love&lt;br /&gt;watching the sun rise&lt;br /&gt;being held&lt;br /&gt;having someone's face so close to yours that you can *feel* them smile&lt;br /&gt;knowing that the one you love would bike 15 miles at 12 a.m. just to see you for an hour&lt;br /&gt;which is why i must be going now.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;And to think theists still insist that life has no meaning without god.  i just don't care about it anymore. my family keeps rubbing religion in my face and insisting that i'm in a "phase," but whatever. i love life without religion, and i don't need anyone to approve of my happiness.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;oh, and my boyfriend arrived here at 1 a.m. and we went to IHOP with all the stoners =D haha&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;how sweet is that? he biked 30 miles in the middle of the night just to see me =)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strike&gt;- IHOP past 12 a.m.&lt;/strike&gt;</content>
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    <title>life_elicit @ 2005-06-30T20:29:00</title>
    <published>2005-07-01T00:35:20Z</published>
    <updated>2005-07-01T00:35:20Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v727/sunsetchaser/playedintherain.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strike&gt;- play in the rain&lt;/strike&gt;</content>
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    <title>life_elicit @ 2005-06-27T18:38:00</title>
    <published>2005-06-27T22:44:30Z</published>
    <updated>2005-06-27T22:44:30Z</updated>
    <content type="html">marco and i tried 14 flavors of kool-aid today.  hahaha.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;best one:  invisible raspberry.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;worst:  green apple.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;snasty.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;tomorrow:  coldstone, reston, movie?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;this is kinda like spring break squared.</content>
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    <title>life_elicit @ 2005-06-27T00:15:00</title>
    <published>2005-06-27T04:15:48Z</published>
    <updated>2005-06-27T04:15:48Z</updated>
    <content type="html">yanno what, i'm gonna have a bowl of cereal right now.&lt;br /&gt;and summer is pretty damn good i must say.</content>
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    <title>life_elicit @ 2005-06-26T21:03:00</title>
    <published>2005-06-27T01:03:15Z</published>
    <updated>2005-06-27T01:03:15Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;a href="http://blogsurvey.media.mit.edu/request"&gt;&lt;img src="http://blogsurvey.media.mit.edu/images/survey-science.gif" alt="Take the MIT Weblog Survey" style="border:none" /&gt;&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;and science is cool, bitches.</content>
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    <title>life_elicit @ 2005-06-26T00:07:00</title>
    <published>2005-06-26T04:27:13Z</published>
    <updated>2005-06-26T04:27:13Z</updated>
    <content type="html">So my dad was very angry at me for taking Marco with me (and Kelsey) to JMU on wednesday, but I don't regret it at all.  We had such a great time, and what better way to celebrate our 3 month than to be without a curfew and falling asleep together.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Well now I'm grounded for a week, but that's not going to stop me from seeing Marco because I have work off and it's a good time to.  Next week I'm working basically every day.  I'm looking forward to random days where Marco's parents aren't home and more fun times with him.  ALSO I want to spend a lot more time with my other friends...so PLEASE don't hesitate to call me when you get bored or want to hang out.  I'm up for almost anything.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Here's my summer to-do list:&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strike&gt;- sailing&lt;/strike&gt;&lt;br /&gt;- washington marina next to the airport&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strike&gt;- star gazing&lt;/strike&gt;&lt;br /&gt;- fall into a water fountain (haha)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strike&gt;- camp out&lt;/strike&gt;&lt;br /&gt;- bike the trail (again)&lt;br /&gt;- run through a field&lt;br /&gt;- play in the rain&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strike&gt;- drive somewhere distant&lt;/strike&gt; (namely NYC and virginia beach)&lt;br /&gt;- watch clouds&lt;br /&gt;- feed + talk to a homeless person&lt;br /&gt;- catch fireflies&lt;br /&gt;- horseback riding&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strike&gt;- watergun/balloon fight&lt;/strike&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strike&gt;- smell a hotel lobby&lt;/strike&gt; (when will i find a good one?!)&lt;br /&gt;- IHOP past 12 a.m.&lt;br /&gt;- hold another parent's night out&lt;br /&gt;- take a night tour of a city&lt;br /&gt;- try all kool aid flavors&lt;br /&gt;- hike a mountain&lt;br /&gt;- blow bubbles&lt;br /&gt;- watch movies that i need to see&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strike&gt;- go metro "hopping"?&lt;/strike&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;strike&gt;crossed out&lt;/strike&gt; things can still be done again.</content>
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    <title>guilt trips are not for vacation</title>
    <published>2005-06-21T03:04:59Z</published>
    <updated>2005-06-21T03:04:59Z</updated>
    <content type="html">okay, listen, i'm sorry for complaining so much lately but reallly all I'm doing is passing the stress I've received onto all of you people.  share the love, eh?&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so, I've had a few things to do this week.  those things got kinda bombarded when kelsey came (I love her and i want to see her but it's just a time issue) then ashley came, then i got a babysitting job offer for $10 an  hour, then work got in the way.  sooo basically...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;today:  I picked up Kelsey at the airport at 7 a.m. then went straight from the airport to my babysitting job.  I babysat from 9 to 6 p.m. (I was an hour late for the job because I got lost on the way.  Funny story at the end) and was informed somewhere in the middle that my baby cousin was born, so after that we all went to the hospital to visit.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;tuesday:  is going to be absolute torture.  I work from 8 a.m. to 10:30 p.m., both babysitting and Petsmart.    Enough said.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;wednesday:  I babysit from 8-6, then Kelsey and I are driving up to JMU (2 hour drive) to see ashley; spending the night.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;thursday:  Drive back from JMU late morning, see marco (our 3 month anniversary!).  This date is also the day for me to go to court for my official license, but fuck that because i'm not missing time with marco...I'm getting a different court date.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;friday:  SLEEPING IN (if I'm still alive, that is), work from 4:30 to 10:30 (and during this time kelsey's flying home)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;saturday:  FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE (umm.  yeah.  yay.)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Anyway, I just got completely stressed out because my mom was giving me shit for even CONSIDERING not taking those babysitting jobs.  Then my dad was giving me shit for actually taking them.  Then Kelsey was giving me shit for not spending time with her.  Then Ashley was giving me shit for not being with her on the weekend.  Then everyone was giving me shit for wanting to spend HALF a day with marco.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;now...yeah...funny story about this morning...&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;kelsey and I were on our way to babysitting, and I pass the turn.  So we go to a light to make a U turn (my expertise, haha) and there's a long line of cars at the light.  Well...that light seemed to be long.  One revolution went by...all the other sides got to go...the second revolution, same thing...third fucking revolution and we had been sitting there for fifteen minutes!  so finally i was like...something's wrong with the light, so I got out of that lane.  Well, not ONE minute after I get out of that lane, it fucking turns green.  I start laughing so hard that I can barely breathe and i'm crying.  fucking frustrating...but oh so hilarious.  fifteen minutes...</content>
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    <title>The beginning is the end is the beginning</title>
    <published>2005-06-18T17:35:54Z</published>
    <updated>2005-06-18T17:37:18Z</updated>
    <content type="html">Also a song by the Smashing Pumpkins, the title fits the end of the school year and the beginning of summer and the best part of my life.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Ahhh, finally over. The agony of walking into pre calculus in the morning, seeing my annoying teacher, and worrying about messing up on daily tests and quizzes. Sleeping through chemistry, failing to understand the many lessons, and listening to the monotony that goes along with trying to learn. Dealing with preschool aged little terrors, being bored during lessons, and cleaning up after everyone. Falling asleep during boring movies, writing endless essays, taking notes, reading boring and difficult books, memorizing vocabulary and prefixes, and having my iPod taken away. All of this is all over (for at least 2 months).&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I just realized after school yesterday during work that school was over. I just had this huge smile and was like, "yesssssssssss!" Warm weather, vacations, sleeping in, swimming, seeing marco, hanging out with friends, staying up, camping, singing (and/or swinging and/or kissing) in the rain, taking small road trips, going to the beach, I LOVE SUMMER!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;So this summer has been officially kicked off with my first paycheck from Petsmart. Someone call me and let's go out!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Oh, and I almost forgot...I'll be posting more pictures here (&lt;a href="http://sunsetchaser.deviantart.com"&gt;http://sunsetchaser.deviantart.com&lt;/a&gt;) (I have no idea how to put a fucking link in html) from the many adventures I should be having in the next few months. =)</content>
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    <title>life_elicit @ 2005-06-16T00:17:00</title>
    <published>2005-06-16T04:20:14Z</published>
    <updated>2005-06-16T04:20:14Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v727/sunsetchaser/marcoupsidedown.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;marco and i had fun hanging off the side of my bed.  Other highlights from the day included driving to borders and buying books and thinking of things to do (while enjoying his company).  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;also today some random dude offered me twenty cents if I would produce his children.  I kindly declined.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;here's a couple pics from my recent photography.  please check out more at &lt;a href="http://sunsetchaser.deviantart.com"&gt;http://sunsetchaser.deviantart.com&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v727/sunsetchaser/pigeons.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v727/sunsetchaser/candysky.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;two more days left of school!</content>
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    <title>life_elicit @ 2005-06-14T14:17:00</title>
    <published>2005-06-14T19:20:21Z</published>
    <updated>2005-06-14T19:22:31Z</updated>
    <content type="html">I've had this dress in my closet for a while and I like to check up on it to see if it fits...and if it gets smaller or bigger on me.  After trying it on last night, I think it's stayed about the same.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v727/sunsetchaser/dress.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;I need to find something to wear this dress to.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Just a few more days left of school...ahh, I can't wait.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;BUT today's good news...NO MORE PRE CAL OR CHEMISTRY!  WOOT!  YAYAYAYYAAY!  NO MORE PRECALNOMOREPRECALNOMOREPRECALNOMOREPRECALNOMOREPRECAL!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;whew.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;p.s. people need to stop complaining to me 'cause i'm getting really irritated. there are no exceptions to this rule.</content>
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    <title>life_elicit @ 2005-06-12T00:09:00</title>
    <published>2005-06-12T04:20:18Z</published>
    <updated>2005-06-12T04:20:18Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v727/sunsetchaser/bubbles.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;(23:55:04) heidi: i wanted to tell you&lt;br /&gt;(23:55:09) heidi: that i want to be with you forever&lt;br /&gt;(23:55:22) marco: forever and ever?&lt;br /&gt;(23:57:12) heidi: yes&lt;br /&gt;(23:57:19) heidi: is that okay with you?&lt;br /&gt;(23:57:33) marco: that would make me the happiest person on the face of the earth.&lt;br /&gt;(23:57:47) heidi: it's settled, then&lt;br /&gt;(23:58:21) marco: yess&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Friday afternoon Marco and I went to a Buddhist monestary.  It was so cool...and Marco pointed out that they had FRUITY PEBBLES in their kitchen!  So I guess Fruity Pebbles will lead you to enlightenment.  yay.  The guy also prayed for us, or blessed us or something, which was cool.  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Today I went to a mosque and realized how similar it was to a christian church.  The people there welcomed me in just like I was the guest of honor.  The 7th and 8th grade sunday school class was having a lunch fundraiser for more tsunami relief efforts, but they let me have free food!  I looked around at the different classrooms and thought...hey!  This place looks exactly like my grandparent's church!  They even had a version of Noah's ark on the wall (which they all Nuh's ark I believe).  They teach very similar things in the classes.  The first line of the Koran is the exact same as the first line of the Bible (except they replaced God with Allah).  "In the beginning, Allah (God) created...." blah blah blah, I forget the rest.  Anyway.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;in conclusion... Islam = Christianity with a little less Jesus.</content>
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    <title>life_elicit @ 2005-06-09T16:43:00</title>
    <published>2005-06-09T20:51:35Z</published>
    <updated>2005-06-09T20:51:35Z</updated>
    <content type="html">for those of you who have never had a real father.  (I'm not pointing out anyone, I just love this song)&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Death Cab For Cutie - Styrofoam Plates&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;there's a saltwater film on the jar of your ashes: &lt;br /&gt;i threw them to sea but a gust blew them backwards &lt;br /&gt;and the sting in my eyes&lt;br /&gt;that you then inflicted &lt;br /&gt;was par for the course just as when you were living.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;it's no stretch to say you were not quite a father &lt;br /&gt;but a donor of seeds to a poor single mother &lt;br /&gt;that would raise us alone&lt;br /&gt;we never saw the money &lt;br /&gt;that went down your throat&lt;br /&gt;through the hole in your belly.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;thirteen years old in the suburbs of denver&lt;br /&gt;standing in line for Thanksgiving dinner at the catholic chuch&lt;br /&gt;the servers wore crosses&lt;br /&gt;to shield from the sufferance plauging the others&lt;br /&gt;styrofoam plates, cafateria tables &lt;br /&gt;charity reeks of cheap wine and pity&lt;br /&gt;and i'm thinking of you&lt;br /&gt;i do every year&lt;br /&gt;when we count all our blessings&lt;br /&gt;and wonder what we're doing here.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;you're a disgrace to the concept of family&lt;br /&gt;the priest won't divulge that fact in his homily &lt;br /&gt;and i'll stand up and scream&lt;br /&gt;if the mourning remain quiet, &lt;br /&gt;you can deck out a lie in a suit but i won't buy it.&lt;br /&gt;I won't join in the procession that's speaking their piece &lt;br /&gt;using five dollar words &lt;br /&gt;while praising his integrity &lt;br /&gt;and just cause he's gone &lt;br /&gt;it doesn't change the fact: &lt;br /&gt;he was a bastard in life thus a bastard in death.</content>
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    <title>life_elicit @ 2005-06-07T23:14:00</title>
    <published>2005-06-08T03:19:20Z</published>
    <updated>2005-06-08T03:19:20Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;table style="font-family: sans-serif; color: black; font-size: 11pt;" width="350" align="center" border="0" cellspacing="8" cellpadding="5"&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td align="center" bgcolor="#B1F989"&gt;&lt;h3 style="margin: 0; border: 0;"&gt;The True You&lt;/h3&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="#ABF795"&gt;You want your girlfriend or boyfriend to be together with you always, no matter when or where.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="#A5F4A0"&gt;With respect to money, you are a bit stingy.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="#9FF2AC"&gt;You think good luck doesn't exist - reality is built on practicalities.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="#98EFB7"&gt;The hidden side of your personality tends to be a little selfish. You only do what interests you.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="#92EDC3"&gt;You are tend to think about others' feelings a lot, perhaps because you are so eager to be liked.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td bgcolor="#8CEACE"&gt;When it comes to finding a romantic partner, you base your search on information from your friends.&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;div align="center"&gt;&lt;a href="http://www.blogthings.com/whosthetrueyouquiz/"&gt;Who's the True You?&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/div&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;- 8 days of school left&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;- still need to start/finish religions project&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;- same for chemistry &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;- i need to tape the history project&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;- done with spanish project&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;Marco was offered two free tickets to the National's (baseball) game tomorrow, so he invited me.  Yay!</content>
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    <title>give 'em the game face</title>
    <published>2005-06-06T03:21:43Z</published>
    <updated>2005-06-06T03:21:43Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v727/sunsetchaser/petsmart.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"heyyyyyyyyy i betcha didn't know we offer grooming and dog training services, now DIDJA?"  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;"hello, how are you doing?  great, me too!  did you find everything you were looking for?  yeah?  good!  do you have your pet perks card with you today?  it's a free savings card!  wouldja like one?  fast and easy!"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i think i got about 20 people to sign up for a pet perks card today.  and i sold lots of horse stuff!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i also worked the register for five hours straight and it was actually pretty fun.  except when people give me checks.  GODDAMN THOSE CHECK PEOPLE!&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;this weekend was amazing.  marco is amazing.  and we're the coolest couple ever.  4 p.m. after school by the preschool playground if you have a problem with that.</content>
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    <title>shut the fuck up</title>
    <published>2005-06-02T22:18:24Z</published>
    <updated>2005-06-02T22:18:24Z</updated>
    <lj:music>3 libras</lj:music>
    <content type="html">my cousin and my sister are making my life ten times more difficult than it needs to be.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;kelsey is coming here from sacramento on june 22nd and leaving on june 27th.  she wants to drive to JMU with me to visit and party with ashley.  that's FINE.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i just started work at petsmart yesterday.  i work on wednesdays, fridays, and sundays.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;kelsey: me and u r going to see ur sister when i copme there&lt;br /&gt;kelsey: even if its for like 1 hour&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;so to be *extra* nice, i suggest that we go on thursday night and spend the night (!!!) and come back friday before i have to work.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;heidi: can we go thursday&lt;br /&gt;heidi: then come back friday&lt;br /&gt;heidi: cause then i wouldn't have to take off work&lt;br /&gt;kelsey: r u working  friday or saaturday?&lt;br /&gt;heidi: friday&lt;br /&gt;kelsey: hell no....take off friday PLEAZSE heidi...i see u once a year&lt;br /&gt;kelsey: so it for m3e&lt;br /&gt;heidi: why can't we go thursday?&lt;br /&gt;kelsey: for one night&lt;br /&gt;kelsey: i only see her once a year also&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;didn't she JUST say that it would be fine to see ashley for an hour?  &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;kelsey: u can take like 2 days from your job and your boyfriend if im doing it u can also&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;1.  i just started work.  it's too early to be asking for days off.&lt;br /&gt;2.  it's unnecessary for me to be taking ANY days off.&lt;br /&gt;3.  i already take off *more* than 2 days from my boyfriend every week.  out of obligation.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;kelsey: heidi i never see u...and im not gonna be able to come back forever cause i have to start using mny own money for everything....i wanna see u and i really wanna see ash bercause we talk a lot more now and i wanna go to one of those college parties with her cause she wants me too&lt;br /&gt;heidi: you can do all that&lt;br /&gt;heidi: just on thursday night&lt;br /&gt;kelsey: heidi your so lame...take one day off ever&lt;br /&gt;kelsey: and ill never ask u for another favor&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i'm not even going to mention how many times kelsey has said "i'll never ask you for another favor."&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;heidi: i can't ask for days off because it's too early&lt;br /&gt;kelsey: whatever heidi&lt;br /&gt;kelsey: where do y woirk?&lt;br /&gt;heidi: petsmart&lt;br /&gt;kelsey logged out.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;well, in conclusion, both kelsey and ashley are really angry at me...why?  because i won't go out of my way just to drive to JMU on a weekend.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;this doesn't even include the favor of me paying for the gas of the trip (it's a total of 4 hours of driving).&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;yes, let me just drop everything and work on your problem.</content>
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    <title>dancehall hips, pretentious quips</title>
    <published>2005-06-02T21:31:38Z</published>
    <updated>2005-06-02T21:31:38Z</updated>
    <lj:music>information travels faster by death cab for cutie</lj:music>
    <content type="html">as in-for-ma-tion tra-vels fas-ter &lt;br /&gt;in the mod-ern age, in the mod-ern age&lt;br /&gt;as our days are crawl-ing by so slooooowly&lt;br /&gt;in-for-ma-tion tra-vels fas-ter &lt;br /&gt;in the mod-ern age, in the mod-ern age&lt;br /&gt;as our days are crawl-ing by so slooooowly&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i love this song.</content>
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    <title>life_elicit @ 2005-06-01T23:07:00</title>
    <published>2005-06-02T03:07:43Z</published>
    <updated>2005-06-02T03:07:43Z</updated>
    <content type="html">this past weekend was so amazing that not even this blog can handle the...awesomeness.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v727/sunsetchaser/9fda580f.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"&gt;</content>
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    <title>EEEEE</title>
    <published>2005-05-28T19:25:53Z</published>
    <updated>2005-05-28T19:27:10Z</updated>
    <content type="html">so it was a beautiful day, and i decided to go biking and take pictures--until WHEEEEE a big rainshower hits, and i start to get really wet.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i spot a nice playground and i SWING.  i SWING in the rain!&lt;br /&gt;why sing in the rain when you can SWING in the rain?&lt;br /&gt;i was swinging and listening to tool and the pixies, and it was awesome.  where is my mind? fit the situation because i felt so crazy (and happy at the same time).  then the rain cleared a bit and i took a lot of pictures.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v727/sunsetchaser/c0f6507e.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v727/sunsetchaser/49f7bf13.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v727/sunsetchaser/ae1e178f.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v727/sunsetchaser/b34adb82.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i was on that damn swing for a good fuckin' hour.  and it was so much fun.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;p.s. come model for me.</content>
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    <title>thats hot</title>
    <published>2005-05-28T05:15:50Z</published>
    <updated>2005-05-28T05:15:50Z</updated>
    <content type="html">&lt;table border="0" cellpadding="5" cellspacing="0" width="600"&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;img src="http://images.quizfarm.com/1116581697romantic.jpg"&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt; You scored as &lt;b&gt;A Romantic&lt;/b&gt;. You're a romantic through and through. You may not ever have very many partners, but it's ok. You know that it's about the person who you're having it with, and that the sex is more of a fun biproduct - a very fun biprodict. You know how to make your partner happy, and that's what it's all about.&lt;br&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;table border="0" width="300" cellspacing="0" cellpadding="0"&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face="Arial" size="1"&gt;A Romantic&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;table border="1" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" width="75" bgcolor="#dddddd"&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;font face="Arial" size="1"&gt;75%&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face="Arial" size="1"&gt;A Slave To BDSM&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;table border="1" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" width="65" bgcolor="#dddddd"&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;font face="Arial" size="1"&gt;65%&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face="Arial" size="1"&gt;Sex God&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;table border="1" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" width="63" bgcolor="#dddddd"&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;font face="Arial" size="1"&gt;63%&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;p&gt;&lt;font face="Arial" size="1"&gt;Virgin&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/p&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;table border="1" cellpadding="0" cellspacing="0" width="35" bgcolor="#dddddd"&gt;&lt;tr&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;td&gt;&lt;font face="Arial" size="1"&gt;35%&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/td&gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&amp;lt;/td&amp;gt;&lt;/tr&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;a href="http://quizfarm.com/test.php?q_id=2472"&gt;How are you in bed&lt;/a&gt;&lt;br&gt;&lt;font face="Arial" size="1"&gt;created with &lt;a href="http://quizfarm.com"&gt;QuizFarm.com&lt;/a&gt;&lt;/font&gt;&lt;/table&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i just wanted to point out the fact that even though i AM a virgin, that's the last thing i scored.  and i answered honestly.  haha.</content>
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    <title>life_elicit @ 2005-05-28T00:13:00</title>
    <published>2005-05-28T04:25:44Z</published>
    <updated>2005-05-28T04:25:44Z</updated>
    <content type="html">i've made a new style&lt;br /&gt;it's called "hermaphrodite"&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;img src="http://img.photobucket.com/albums/v727/sunsetchaser/shorts2.jpg" alt="Image hosted by Photobucket.com"&gt;&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;marco got matching shorts (except his are green instead of blue).&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i went to the thrift store and got four shirts, a hat, and a belt for a total of $18.  yeah it was awesome.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i still need a buddy tomorrow. &lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;oh, you guys.  YOU ONLY READ MY ENTRIES WHEN THERE ARE PHOTOS INVOLVED.  what's up with that?  suckers.</content>
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    <title>open</title>
    <published>2005-05-27T03:11:40Z</published>
    <updated>2005-05-27T03:11:40Z</updated>
    <content type="html">someone wanna hang out with me on saturday?  we can go shopping and stuff.  or you could model.  it's shopping or photography.  i'll even let you choose.</content>
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    <title>information travels faster</title>
    <published>2005-05-26T03:27:22Z</published>
    <updated>2005-05-26T03:27:22Z</updated>
    <content type="html">the hardest thing about today was keeping my eyes open.  it was SO difficult.  i don't know what's wrong with me either, because i haven't been going to bed past 12.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;i feel quite overwhelmed.  i have so many things i need to do...but i don't really want to do them.  i miss marco.  this weekend i just want to be with him.  but i have other obligations.&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;- i need to sell more relay stuff.  &lt;br /&gt;- relay for life is the first weekend in june.&lt;br /&gt;- i have to babysit this saturday&lt;br /&gt;- i must get that job at petsmart soon.  &lt;br /&gt;- i owe my parents $400&lt;br /&gt;- need to start drum lessons to learn that song&lt;br /&gt;- comparative religions project (visiting places of worship)&lt;br /&gt;- history project (sitcom)&lt;br /&gt;- mail my mom's perscription to her&lt;br /&gt;- spanish presentation&lt;br /&gt;- lots of reading&lt;br /&gt;&lt;br /&gt;maybe i should cut back my internet time?</content>
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