|guilt trips are not for vacation
||[Jun. 20th, 2005|11:04 pm]
okay, listen, i'm sorry for complaining so much lately but reallly all I'm doing is passing the stress I've received onto all of you people. share the love, eh?
so, I've had a few things to do this week. those things got kinda bombarded when kelsey came (I love her and i want to see her but it's just a time issue) then ashley came, then i got a babysitting job offer for $10 an hour, then work got in the way. sooo basically...
today: I picked up Kelsey at the airport at 7 a.m. then went straight from the airport to my babysitting job. I babysat from 9 to 6 p.m. (I was an hour late for the job because I got lost on the way. Funny story at the end) and was informed somewhere in the middle that my baby cousin was born, so after that we all went to the hospital to visit.
tuesday: is going to be absolute torture. I work from 8 a.m. to 10:30 p.m., both babysitting and Petsmart. Enough said.
wednesday: I babysit from 8-6, then Kelsey and I are driving up to JMU (2 hour drive) to see ashley; spending the night.
thursday: Drive back from JMU late morning, see marco (our 3 month anniversary!). This date is also the day for me to go to court for my official license, but fuck that because i'm not missing time with marco...I'm getting a different court date.
friday: SLEEPING IN (if I'm still alive, that is), work from 4:30 to 10:30 (and during this time kelsey's flying home)
saturday: FREEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEEE (umm. yeah. yay.)
Anyway, I just got completely stressed out because my mom was giving me shit for even CONSIDERING not taking those babysitting jobs. Then my dad was giving me shit for actually taking them. Then Kelsey was giving me shit for not spending time with her. Then Ashley was giving me shit for not being with her on the weekend. Then everyone was giving me shit for wanting to spend HALF a day with marco.
now...yeah...funny story about this morning...
kelsey and I were on our way to babysitting, and I pass the turn. So we go to a light to make a U turn (my expertise, haha) and there's a long line of cars at the light. Well...that light seemed to be long. One revolution went by...all the other sides got to go...the second revolution, same thing...third fucking revolution and we had been sitting there for fifteen minutes! so finally i was like...something's wrong with the light, so I got out of that lane. Well, not ONE minute after I get out of that lane, it fucking turns green. I start laughing so hard that I can barely breathe and i'm crying. fucking frustrating...but oh so hilarious. fifteen minutes...