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(no subject) [Jul. 6th, 2005|10:11 am]
yes, i changed my username.

this is the new one:


thank you.
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(no subject) [Jul. 5th, 2005|11:04 pm]
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(no subject) [Jul. 5th, 2005|12:03 pm]
[Current Mood |amusedamused]

me yesterday at work:

"excuse me ma'am, do you have the date?"
"umm...the fourth of july?!"
"oh yeah!!!"

"how much are the koi's?"
evan: "wait...you're selling those koi's for 25 bucks?! those are the seven dollar ones!"
evan: "don't tell me you already sold some..."

so, sunday night i had one of those "out of body" experiences except it was in a dream. i basically saw myself laying down in the bed and then i proceded to have sex with myself. yeahhhhhhhhhhh hahaha

then last night i had a dream that i married marco. and it was SO realistic...i really thought it was happening. and we were flying through the air after that. yep.
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(no subject) [Jul. 1st, 2005|08:02 pm]
[Current Mood |lovedloved]

the best things in life--the short list

loving someone and being loved in return
creating art that others think is beautiful
laughing so hard that life's problems just kind of push themselves out of your head
staying up all night talking to the person next to you
being so close to the lead singer in a concert that you make eye contact with them
and singing along to every word that comes out of their mouth
swinging, kissing, and playing in the rain
being picked up and carried--after childhood
holding a newborn baby in your arms for an hour and just looking at them
sinking to the bottom of a pool and watching your CO2 bubbles float to the surface
camping out in the middle of a field and feeling like the only people on earth
walking around naked
waking up from a nightmare and realizing that it isn't true
pinching yourself and realizing that you're not dreaming when it really feels like it
waking up to the person you love already looking at you--watching you sleep
revisiting friends that you hadn't seen for years
learning a foreign language and being able to use it when others can't
finding money in places where you didn't expect it to be
snorkeling in crystal clear water
finding a sea turtle by yourself and telling the story later
experiencing a dog licking the tears off your face
looking at yourself in the mirror and thinking that you're attractive
donating money to a charity
going 60--in a motorboat
hearing your mother say that her cancer is gone
speaking with your body to a horse
finding your favorite flowers at home for your birthday--early
comparing a young picture of yourself and your great grandma and seeing an uncanny resemblance
welcoming someone into the family that has a different skin color than you
having the house to yourself for at least 24 hours
listening to music that makes you cry, moves you, or sings you to sleep
creating music
watching a relative grow up
teaching someone something valuable
hearing a baby say your name for the first time
feeling wanted, needed, respected, or important
meeting someone that is going through the same thing as you
falling in love with your best friend...or becoming best friends with the one you love
watching the sun rise
being held
having someone's face so close to yours that you can *feel* them smile
knowing that the one you love would bike 15 miles at 12 a.m. just to see you for an hour
which is why i must be going now.

And to think theists still insist that life has no meaning without god. i just don't care about it anymore. my family keeps rubbing religion in my face and insisting that i'm in a "phase," but whatever. i love life without religion, and i don't need anyone to approve of my happiness.

oh, and my boyfriend arrived here at 1 a.m. and we went to IHOP with all the stoners =D haha

how sweet is that? he biked 30 miles in the middle of the night just to see me =)

- IHOP past 12 a.m.
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(no subject) [Jun. 30th, 2005|08:29 pm]
[Current Mood |mischievousmischievous]

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- play in the rain
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(no subject) [Jun. 27th, 2005|06:38 pm]
[Current Mood |amusedamused]

marco and i tried 14 flavors of kool-aid today. hahaha.

best one: invisible raspberry.

worst: green apple.


tomorrow: coldstone, reston, movie?

this is kinda like spring break squared.
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(no subject) [Jun. 27th, 2005|12:15 am]
yanno what, i'm gonna have a bowl of cereal right now.
and summer is pretty damn good i must say.
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(no subject) [Jun. 26th, 2005|09:03 pm]
Take the MIT Weblog Survey

and science is cool, bitches.
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(no subject) [Jun. 26th, 2005|12:07 am]
[Current Mood |boredbored]

So my dad was very angry at me for taking Marco with me (and Kelsey) to JMU on wednesday, but I don't regret it at all. We had such a great time, and what better way to celebrate our 3 month than to be without a curfew and falling asleep together.

Well now I'm grounded for a week, but that's not going to stop me from seeing Marco because I have work off and it's a good time to. Next week I'm working basically every day. I'm looking forward to random days where Marco's parents aren't home and more fun times with him. ALSO I want to spend a lot more time with my other friends...so PLEASE don't hesitate to call me when you get bored or want to hang out. I'm up for almost anything.

Here's my summer to-do list:

- sailing
- washington marina next to the airport
- star gazing
- fall into a water fountain (haha)
- camp out
- bike the trail (again)
- run through a field
- play in the rain
- drive somewhere distant (namely NYC and virginia beach)
- watch clouds
- feed + talk to a homeless person
- catch fireflies
- horseback riding
- watergun/balloon fight
- smell a hotel lobby (when will i find a good one?!)
- IHOP past 12 a.m.
- hold another parent's night out
- take a night tour of a city
- try all kool aid flavors
- hike a mountain
- blow bubbles
- watch movies that i need to see
- go metro "hopping"?

crossed out things can still be done again.
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guilt trips are not for vacation [Jun. 20th, 2005|11:04 pm]
[Current Mood |stressedstressed]

okay, listen, i'm sorry for complaining so much lately but reallly all I'm doing is passing the stress I've received onto all of you people. share the love, eh?

so, I've had a few things to do this week. those things got kinda bombarded when kelsey came (I love her and i want to see her but it's just a time issue) then ashley came, then i got a babysitting job offer for $10 an hour, then work got in the way. sooo basically...

today: I picked up Kelsey at the airport at 7 a.m. then went straight from the airport to my babysitting job. I babysat from 9 to 6 p.m. (I was an hour late for the job because I got lost on the way. Funny story at the end) and was informed somewhere in the middle that my baby cousin was born, so after that we all went to the hospital to visit.

tuesday: is going to be absolute torture. I work from 8 a.m. to 10:30 p.m., both babysitting and Petsmart. Enough said.

wednesday: I babysit from 8-6, then Kelsey and I are driving up to JMU (2 hour drive) to see ashley; spending the night.

thursday: Drive back from JMU late morning, see marco (our 3 month anniversary!). This date is also the day for me to go to court for my official license, but fuck that because i'm not missing time with marco...I'm getting a different court date.

friday: SLEEPING IN (if I'm still alive, that is), work from 4:30 to 10:30 (and during this time kelsey's flying home)


Anyway, I just got completely stressed out because my mom was giving me shit for even CONSIDERING not taking those babysitting jobs. Then my dad was giving me shit for actually taking them. Then Kelsey was giving me shit for not spending time with her. Then Ashley was giving me shit for not being with her on the weekend. Then everyone was giving me shit for wanting to spend HALF a day with marco.

now...yeah...funny story about this morning...

kelsey and I were on our way to babysitting, and I pass the turn. So we go to a light to make a U turn (my expertise, haha) and there's a long line of cars at the light. Well...that light seemed to be long. One revolution went by...all the other sides got to go...the second revolution, same thing...third fucking revolution and we had been sitting there for fifteen minutes! so finally i was like...something's wrong with the light, so I got out of that lane. Well, not ONE minute after I get out of that lane, it fucking turns green. I start laughing so hard that I can barely breathe and i'm crying. fucking frustrating...but oh so hilarious. fifteen minutes...
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